do you know how much i hate eng?

commskills essay test was bad?
i wrote ALOT of rubbish la. the test was 1hr 45min.
i spent 10 mins writing the outline and 15 minutes stoning at the first paragraph. (stupid right?) after 15 minutes, i decided to do the other environment essay question. then again, spent another 15 minutes stoning at the newly written paragraph.. (stupid again right?)
i've wasted 30 minutes stoning.. why? because i didn't know what to write about. while i was wasting my time, i can see people around me scribbling and writing NON-STOP.
i didnt really complete the essay. i didnt have to time to include solutions for global warming.
AND, my ending sucks. it's so skimpy and filled with rubbish AGAIN..
the best part, i crushed and threw away my outline when im SUPPOSE to staple it together with my untidy essay. okay im stupid.. -_-
but im glad commskills' over. so now i've got to study for InHT! 3 chapters to study la! :[
luckily there isn't training tmr. so i'll be able to study :D okay, change of plans :D im going to get my swimming suit tmr (with arunnnnnnnnn) for friday's training :[ (so IDIOT okay) maybe i should just skip every friday's training :x HAHA!

come to think about it. i think i've put on SO MUCH weight the past few months?
fats here fats there fats everywhere :[
even if i want to be anorexic, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.. (& i dont want to be one. just saying only)
why? because i cannot resist the temptation for food :[
i feel so fat and ugly :[ okay. i shall stop being greedy. and avoid western food @designer canteen :[ actually, i've stop eating it alrd :D
i better start keeping in shape before no one wants me! LOL!
and guess what? i look like a wild boar.. black, fat and ugly :[

i should change the head to mine right?